LoNeLiNesS

Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all my Malay friends!I could say I have been in a trance these few days.Not going back hometown and It's really lonesome as if I'm caged in a soundproof room.I vividly remembered once my friend asked me in msn chatroom,
"Do u scared being alone in your room every weekend?"
"Nah, I'm awfully lonely but I'm not afraid."I replied.
And there, she joked,"you can occupy the whole room then!"
"Lol,but can you imagine my mouth shut for the whole day?"I answered her.
Yea,just sometimes I love and need to spend time alone too,or else I might feel like there's no room for me to breath.

Frankly,before coming KL, I'm too much alone too long .But now,my solitary is warmed by my friends and my new understanding of them.Nevertheless,there is something in the nature of solitary experience that contribute to my growth of spirit.

Somehow,loneliness really reminds me that I'm created for a more meaningful friendship the moment my friends are back again.So,I can appreciate more for the time we study ,remind each other and eat togather happily!And,I've come to a greater acceptance that it's all right to be lonely too,haha.LAN subject finally came to ending and next week gonna be a tiring week ahead ,with classes from 9 to 5.

KiNdNess.

"Thank You",little I was emboldened to say,shyly and delightfully,before getting off the Rapid bus.

I can't remember why I din post it but this was the state of matters of that night,what I might said,that important Friday.I made my way back that day after hanging-out with friends at Midvalley and loaded myself with too many things!Everybody was squashed together like sardines in the bus.Yeah!my new acquaintance was this hug ,strong Malay Samaritan of six feet high,dressed in a canvas jacket and a pair of such very stiff trousers.He offered me his seat!I'm very much obliged to him.This simple kind act really impressed on my remembrance that I will never forget.And,then,I took picture of this meaningful scene =)

Today,properly,a half-holiday as my Dental Public Health is cancelled,being Tuesday and I love it so much!

MumPs!MumPs!PLeAsE Go AwAy ...

"Don't tell me the details.It's going to be fine!"I always behave in this way,thankfully I changed my attitude this time.So,I sought out some minimal information about Mumps,hopefully can cope better or whether there is little I can do to change things.Here the question to ask myself.
1.How might I infected with Mumps?
I'm sure I get infected from the droplets of coughs or sneezes while shopping at Wang Utama last Saturday or maybe touching surfaces contaminated by the mumps virus and then through the nose or mouth can cause infection too.
2. What is Mumps?
A contagious viral illness caused by Mumps virus,a negative-sense RNA virus.
3. What are the symptoms?
Headache,muscle-aches followed by parotitis (painful swelling of salivary glands located within the cheek,near your jaw line and below the ear).Oh!I felt the earache and tenderness after meal too =(
4. What are the treatments?
No specific treatment apart from controlling the symptoms with painkillers.Anyhow,there are countless medical situations in which you have no control.
Oh!Oh!Mumps...kill you before you kill me!

LiFe's LiKe ThAt.

This week was somehow felt rather busy with plenty of assignments,presentation and test.

OopSs...a terrible pain on my right mandible nagging me this whole week.I'm not sure what is this annoying microscopic infectious virus have caused me many sleepless nights,but I know I better set back my biological clock,be an early riser because I found my complexion improved after this long dormant,haha.And,this morning when I sat myself down at the library,I was touched by another seemingly story in an article-the courage of young Mac Scott ,of how he is in shock and bleeding badly,he still seemed more concerned about his parents,without screaming or moaning.Oh,I feel so bad now!I have this empathy that I cried over the phone with tears welling when I am sicked.

Something happened in LAN class on Wed have formulated my view of life though.My quote is "People,please look upon the whole big world!"Anyway,this is a secret humour with mummy.Better leave half a sentence unsaid when I have the urge to say something blunt.Although all rights and reasons are on our side,it's good to allow our opponent 3 parts out of ten.

Soon,I'm welcomed to the pleasurable results after class today-a shopping excursion at The Curve ,movie at Cineplex,gorged myself on mouth-watering food,photo taken session,and bric-a-brac for sis.For the movie "2012,we were warned"is about the story jumps ahead to 2012,it is quite nice and extraordinary,rather horrifying when see the deepening crisis of huge explosion,earthquake and tsunami engulf the whole world.The movie ends with a view of our planet showing the dramatically changed Africa continent.

Tomorrow is Saturday and Sunday,would have the whole weekend ahead for me.What to do? better study for next week's Anatomy test.Arghh...

HaPpY 25th BiRtHdAy,SiS

Sis,5th November is your big day,
another year of maturity,
You blamed me for not wishing you just now,
more than words I could say,
And,all the time you knew it!

Jie,you making a subtle mark in my life,
So,we are here,gotta be reminded of that days for,
I think about the chocolate and toffee,
when we were small,
we tucked beneath the drawer.
Once we grew bigger,
we tumbled each other on the bed,
argued and fight,ending up like a poor slob.
But,it meant having time with you!

You are as beautiful as ever,
with the most arresting eyes,
hair the color of a dark brown plum,
Despite your huge appetite,
you are as lean as ever.

Always,you making others happy,
shrieking with innocent laughter,
with a certain calmness,
I salute you anyhow,
you remained serene in spite of all the panic.
Thousands times you gave me advice,
I felt like a child reciting a lesson last time,
but really,I felt a tapping on my shoulder now.

And now,no more dad and mum's frown on late nights out,
with a license,you are driving your own way,
taking me to gourmet restaurant in Penang ,
planning for your condominium and turning your life around,
And,I knew, you are going into a new chapter of life.

This whole poem,
I hope you would keep,
For you,my only sister,
Originally from me.
Looking forward to your merry-go-round of your 25th birthday celebration in facebook yea...

ThE ReAL MeDaN.

Again,I received this forwarded MSN mail from Shoun Qi,titled "Tsunami and earthquake in Indonesia is the sign of God on behalf of all Chinese victim girls in Medan!" The idle reflection of my past experience in Medan came across and so I am writing now,to let myself understand what's happen in my life right now.

Lake Tobe(atop the Brestagi hill) is the only extent of my geographical knowledge for Medan,Sumatera Utara before that.How could I describe Medan?The vast chasm separating the rich and the poor.Really,I remembered hard for lots of faces there,some helpless,some mischievous,but mostly are hopeless!

Hence,the moment I stepped into KLCC,it threw off my balance for Malaysia,this modern country with contemporary architecture that I almost forgotten that,it is the world I live,is the world I belong to!Traffic jam and polution in Medan are legendary.Yet,the odour of sweat in the Angkot,the manual flush squatting toilets in the Universitas and the buzzing of flies at the food stalls.Huh,it will only evoke my nostalgia and indelible memories of this unique experience.Yeap,the same tar road as KL ,but hardly could I forget the gaping potholes on the street with piles of litter.Nothing much for the Indonesian cuisine as I could easily find in my country too,ranging from nasi gurih,ayam penyet,risol,bakso,mee Acheh and so on...

I appreciate that I live in so much abundance.Somehow,I pretty much hate it because it is so easy to forget.I never have to worry for money,food and education.Thanks mum and dad for that...I will learn to savour the delights and mishaps with equal zest =)